I
was pleased to get your letter dated 21st on Saturday and I also
had the one dated the 25th today. In it you seem to say I was
lacking in trust because of my letter concerning the dance but
I'd like you to know love that I trust you regards to faithfulness
what I meant by my wishes coming last is that ever since I have
known you we differ when it comes to a man's point of view concerning
cricket dinners, drinks after football and now a dance organized
by the camp. I think I am making a hash of explaining myself but
Sheila and Michael are knocking around and I can't concentrate
enough.
You
say it doesn't do a soldier any good to just sit and think, does
this mean love that you men must have feminine company for a change.
I expect I must be a bit narrow in my mind and can't be expected
to understand your feelings nor having been placed in the same
circumstances. I'll have to finish this or else I'll be saying
that's wrong, I'll write it when it's a bit quieter.
Well
love it's now Wednesday night and this is the first chance I have
had to finish this letter. My head aches and the children are
still awake and keep shouting. I've just been and smacked Sheila's
bottom, she keeps Keith awake and it's nearly 10pm. I have felt
properly down in the dumps for the last few days and have wondered
if it's worth the trouble, what with the washing, the sewing,
cooking (that they don't eat), cleaning ,mending putting toys
away after them and the endless jobs that they mamma me for day
after day. That's what makes me wonder why you can't be content
with just chaps to talk to along with your camp shows, pictures,
operas and a quiet read now and again. It is almost a week since
I have been able to just sit after putting the kiddies to bed
and read.
Mrs.
Woodcock brought the new baby , Peter, home today, he's the sweetest
little chap, a five pounder, it's hard to think of Michael so
small. Mr. W has managed to get 7 days leave although all leaves
are stopped outside of 25 miles, he had to get quite a lot of
signing done before he could leave.
Glady's
went to see Tom at Preston at the weekend, she had a very tiring
time traveling but has seen for herself how he is and that's the
main thing. He is getting along alright. The wound is in the fleshy
part of the groin, he says he is glad to be out of it.
Mam
thinks that Percy has gone over now as she had a card last week
saying write later and nothing more.. Mabel had one too. Mabel
had a slight stroke on Monday, the doctor was mad with her for
starting to work again but she had to got to the labour and they
made her go back to work. He said she should have seen him as
she has enough with the children and home without the extra work.
It's
about time they put a stop to this war these flying bombs that
Hitlers sending are the very devil. The people in London are never
free from sirens, a lot of evacuees have come here again. I hope
to god they never get as far as here, it makes us all wonder what
the hell he will send next.
Well
love so far this letter isn't very cheery, let me tell you the
latest garden news. We have had what the cat left of the peas
but there was hardly a boiling, a few new potatoes and tried the
lettuce and carrots and also the raspberries are good. Everything
has shot up this week as we have had plenty of rain. It's been
a bit better today although I was caught in a good shower when
I went shopping this afternoon.
Would
you like me to send your bathing costume along or would it be
too late by the time you have received it. Perhaps some nice Italian
miss could make you some trunks. Have you purchased a chair in
the church love, does that mean you are near where the first landings
in Italy were made.
I
riddled all the slack (Slack is a kind of very powdery small
coal lumps) I had on Friday and ever since I have had
a pain down my side, it feels more like when I had sciatica or
have you forgotten I had it once. It almost lets me down after
I've sat down for a little while, it must be old age eh love.
Well
love I will try better in my next letter I hope. God bless you
love and give you strength to stick it out.
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I
was pleased to get the airgraph to say you had received the photo.
I am expecting an airmail tomorrow to hear a fuller account of
the joy it gave you to see your lovely family. I thought you would
like it love and it's just how they are when they are on their
best behaviour. Keith knew it was for you and you can almost see
it in his face.
It
has been raining all day today (as usual) but now at 6pm the sun
is coming out so we might have a nice evening. Bernice came last
night and has stayed all the day so of course I've washed up and
finished for the time being. I'm going to give the family a bath
in a little while.
I
hope it doesn't rain tomorrow as I want to get to the Infirmary.
I wasn't able to go last Monday and didn't feel well enough on
Thursday so I went to bed in the afternoon. I think life and things
in general were getting me down a bit although I have been better
this weekend.
I
shall take Sheila to the doctors in the morning as she has been
complaining of her throat today and she is off her food too. I
shall tell him how I have been feeling and about this sciatic
pain I have got and he will soon put us right again.
I've
had quite a lot up this weekend, Nora and Alf came last night
and of course Mabel and Bernice and Peggy and Les. Tonight Winnie
and Iris, Mabel, Bernice Peggy and Les. I only want you now love
and I'd be OK.
Mr.
Brown has been home unofficially this weekend. The billet officers
came round the other day to see if I could have one or two children
from London but I really don't feel I could stand any more responsibility
but I said I'd think about it. Mrs. S. is having a boy and Mrs.
Quinn has got a little girl. There were 900 who came to Leicester
on Friday and some came yesterday and today and more are expected
during the week. I feel sorry for the poor kids but don't feel
I can help much.
Mrs.
S. is having Michael on Tuesday night while John, Keith, Sheila,
Bernice and myself go to see "Old Mother Riley" on the Opera,
we shall be home just after eight so it won't be too bad. I do
hope Sheila isn't too poorly.
Mrs.
Keeling has got an evacuee mother and baby and your Nora is having
a little girl. Your mother is coming home from Thurcaston tomorrow.
I
heard on the wireless today that Caen had been taken and that
the Russians are still doing well but the end still seems a long
way off to me.
Sheila
has been really scared of planes since that one crashed near the
park and the last week we have had some Dakotas flying around
and some seem to just skim the housetops. You know how solemn
she looks when she's sucking her thumb and her eyes all wide open
and she says" me don't like them" she cuts a pitiful picture.
I'll
say goodnight love and see if I get that letter tomorrow, are
you very mad at me for writing that letter. I know you wouldn't
do wrong but I can't bear the thought of you ever kissing another
girl.
Well
love it's Tuesday now and I haven't had a letter only one from
the government to send my grant book back as owing to increases
I have had it is being cancelled. That is the B government we
are all fighting for, we ought to let them do it themselves on
£3-12-6d when children's shoes are 16/11d a pair.
Can't you tell them to go to hell and come home on the next boat.
Well
that's that, I had the doctor to Sheila yesterday and he didn't
think there was a lot wrong with her and gave her some medicine,
she seems brighter today so I will take her to the Opera tonight.
I asked Dr Mann for some for me as well and got some nerve tonic.
I have felt lousy the last two days and now that letter and now
that letter has burned me up and I was hoping to hear from you,
still I will see how this medicine goes, he said it was a very
good one.
I'll
have my tea now before Keith gets home and then get cracking
as I want to get off early and I've still my dinner pots to wash
up. I'm afraid my letters haven't been too cheery lately, I must
be war weary as every one else is when the war hits and the others
are just sitting back together by their own fires.
Sheila
has just got up, cheerio love, lots of love from us.
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At
last we have had a nice day but as usual it is sultry now and
looks like a storm. The wardens have been busy tonight getting
some evacuees billeted . Mrs. Saunders has a boy of 9 years
Well
love I had your second lot of photos by air, they were posted
on the 5th and I had those and an airmail dated the 5th on Thursday,
that was the second airmail last week the other was dated the
29th. I like this photo much better and I'd sooner you be without
your bit of fluff, you look happy and contented love or was that
just a smile for my sake. You said one was Les Meade but you don't
say which one and I don't think he has ever crossed my path.
Keith
and Sheila were pleased to get their letters and have been showing
them around during the weekend. Keith said Sheila's was better
than his and you did put more kisses on hers than Keith's. I didn't
notice it love but be careful another time as he reads and counts
well (here comes the rain again). I hope you are feeling better
love and can face food once again.
I
had a letter from Tom and he said he hoped to get up in a few
days time although he hasn't got the use back in his leg yet,
he sounded quite happy but didn't fancy going back again. Glady's
said the nurse told him when he first landed at Portsmouth " You've
not got a D.S.O. just a D.N.S.O." I expect they have to say something
to make the lads smile. I also had a letter from Mrs. Dickenson
and I shall try to put her up for a day or two during the kiddies
holiday. I had a letter from Jack Richardson a few weeks ago and
forgot to answer it. I'll be busy writing next week and also have
to see Dr. Airey on Wednesday.
I
am pleased to hear the news from 'Faires'. I almost went to see
about a piano this weekend for £10 but I had got to go up
Narborough Road to see it and didn't feel like it. Keith was in
need of some trousers for school and his blazer was looking worse
for wear, so I got him a new suit and I got him an overcoat as
well while I was about it. He does look a big boy in it. I was
making pancakes for dinner yesterday and he came round necking
and said ' I know who makes pancakes better than you mammy'. I
said yes, who and he laughed and said ' a cow'.
Mr.
S has got to go for a medical on Tuesday it would be funny if
they grabbed him at the last. Les's brother Charlie has to go
to a unit on Thursday and he's away on holiday, so he'll have
to cut it short. We went to the Abbey Park this afternoon with
Mabel and your mam. I enjoyed it. Well love it's almost eleven
again so I'll say goodnight love and put pen and paper away.
Sheila
isn't as she ought to be, she has anoither little boil on her
botty and a stye on her eye again and ever since that plane crashed
she won't go out and play properly. She dashes in every time she
hears a plane and just sucks her thumb. I shall get another bottle
of medicine for us both and then go and see Dr. Mann if she is
no different.
Well
love I was ever so pleased to get another airmail today dated
the 11th. I put Elsie Bernhams address in one airmail I sent,
it must have got lost.
Harry
Brown is in France.
I
haven't had my photo taken yet love but I will one day when I
feel at my best. Faires are sending the magazine to me. I sent
the last one with some papers so you should get them soon. Mabel
has sent two lots of Chronicles.
I
had 15cwt of coal this morning I was right down to three small
lumps. We are allowed 2 tons from May 1st to the end of October
so shall have to take care next winter. I have been to the royal
today, it was a bit warm as today has been a real summer day.
I did my washing this morning so I am just going to fold and mangle
them and I'll leave the ironing for another day.
The
bean sticks I put up are standing the wind well. I'll have to
show you how I do it when you take over.
Goodnight
love, all my love to you and lots of hugs and kisses from the
three rascals.
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22nd
July 1944
Well
love it looks like you will be home for Christmas anyway if they
keep on now that a start has been made on Hitler
Today
I have been out in my winter coat again, we had a few nice days
but now it is quite cold. I have been to Thornton to see Phyllis
and quite enjoyed it, the kiddies did too. They had a good time
with Peter and Pauline, she wanted me to stay the weekend but
we hadn't really come prepared but we will be spending a week
there during the kiddies holidays.
It
looks like I will have a good time during august as your mam is
coming one week and I'm writing to ask Mrs. Dickinson to come
for a long weekend, so if I go o Phyllis's I shall do well. Lilian
is coming for the day on Tuesday, I went to see her last week,
she thought Sheila had grown into a real good looker and Phyllis
said today she was lovely, I get quite a few compliments from
people about them all.
It
is now Sunday love and after my guests had all gone and I had
finished my supper I want to get this letter finished. We stayed
in this afternoon so while the kiddies were playing outside I
thought I would have a bath and wash my hair. We had out tea fairly
early and I suggested a walk when Bernice came about 5.30pm. We
washed up and got the kiddies ready for when Winnie and Iris came
just after 6pm. And we were just off when your mam and dad came.
They said they didn't mind a walk so off we all trotted to see
what sort of fair they had on the pastures.
Then
we went over Grundon Street bridge and Iris and Bernice went through
the park and we went along to the Cricketers. The back wasn't
open so we went to the Tuck. I got drunk on a couple of shandies
and quite enjoyed it. The kiddies had a lemonade and I gave Sheila
a sip of mine and so did Winnie and when we saw Bernice again,
Bernice asked Sheila if she had had lemonade and she said
yes and some beer.
There
was a convoy going through and there was an arrow on the pavement
showing the way, of course Miss Sheila had to turn towards town.
Winnie happened to notice it so it was alright but the M.Ps were
on the island and they howled with laughter at her. Mabel, Peggy
and Les came soon after we got home and they had been to the Blackbird.
Les has made a Galleon for Keith it was a cut out he had bought
with some of his birthday money and it looks grand.
By
the way you didn't say your pal had disgraced himself at a dance
you went to. Mr. Saunders had his medical but he told the army
bloke he didn't know why he was there and he looked up where he
worked etc. and just said, I don't suppose you will hear anymore
and that was that. Ain't some folks jammy, I'd like them
just to have a taste. I'm glad to say Tom is getting about a bit
now and seems quite cheerful.
Michael
gets bits of wood or boxes or anything and puts them together
like a train. I think we shall have another Keith, he gets the
right training. You didn't say if you thought Michael featured
any of us.
The
wardens post sent 10/- for you on Wednesday and I thought you
might like to treat Bernice and us to the Granby to see Snow White
and the Seven Dwarfs, so we went on Thursday. It was grand and
we all enjoyed it, thank you. Let me know if it was alright or
should I have banked it. I paid for a round of drinks with the
change tonight.
Mr.
Quinn has been round and tidied the front lawn and hedge for me.
I had the first lot of beetroot for tea today and I guess I shall
have about seven pounds of raspberries. I made a pie today and
the family thought it was grand.
I'll
just leave this letter and see if I have one from you in the morning.
Goodnight love.
Well
love I had your letter dated the 16th this morning, you've had
your birthday cards in time, I haven't sent a present along but
if there is anything you are needing just let me know.
Keith
says he is doing money sums with pictures and counters now but
I don't quite understands how he means. I saw Dr. Airey on Wednesday
he was quite satisfied with my arm and gave it another painting,
it is quite sore but as long as it heals why worry. Michael keeps
coming to me to take two tins out of each other and Sheila is
sucking her thumb and holding that old shawl, she has another
boil poor kid.
God
bless you love and all our love to you dear.
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I
was very pleased yesterday to get your airmail dated 21st so were
Keith and Sheila to get your letters you sent them by sea but
which once again came by air. Michael had his airgraph on Friday.
We told him it was from his daddy and now when he sees it he says
'daddy'. He gets a proper lad.
Bernice
and I took them to the fair yesterday afternoon. It's not a big
one but Keith and Sheila
went on the donkeys and Michael wanted to get out of his pram
when he saw the gee gees so I let his have a ride as well. I'm
trying to write this with him sitting on my knee as his wittering
now he has woken up. It's a bit hopeless. It reminded me of that
snap I have of Keith on one at Mablethorpe.
Harry
took Sheila and Michael on a tram ride last night while Keith
and I went to see 'Gentlemen Jim' with Mabel and Bernice. I quite
enjoyed it. Harry walked up High Street with them and said Michael
was delighted looking in the shops and Sheila kept wanting to
wee and he said off would come her knickers and he stood
holding them for her. I can just imagine him, can't you ?.
Peggy
and Les wanted us to go out to Bradgate one day this week but
the weather is so unsettled. I suppose by now you have had Mabel's
letter. I hadn't said anything as she wanted to tell you herself.
It has worried her a lot and she hasn't looked very well this
week at all but she said she felt better yesterday
Our
Edith's husband Harry is in the City General and is seriously
ill and they are allowed to visit at any time. I don't know exactly
what is wrong but it is something internally.
I'm
afraid this letter is a bit choppy as the kid's are being noisy.
John has come round. I guess I
had better finish this tonight. I just had to give Michael a smack
to shut him up and the other two will have to have one and John
will have to scram, they have had it !
Well
love all is quiet now and it's 10pm. I have not had a scrap of
patience today. I always seem the same lately when I'm not well.
I gave the kiddies a bath today after tea and we went to the park
when Winnie came. It seems quite warm tonight. Your mother and
Mabel came up this afternoon. Your Mam has decided to come the
week after the holiday week. I have heard Sheila's letter read
at least six times. Your mother had to read it at Sheila's request.
They
are really sweet kids, Eric, and I feel awful when they have gone
to bed and I've been
nagging and swearing at them like I've been doing today. Still
they don't seem to love me any the less so I must seem good to
them.
Poor
old Sheila had a boil on the end of her nose. I took her to Dr.
Mann yesterday and he has
given me a tonic for her and I have just had another bottle of
medicine.
You
asked me in your letter if I can explain the army pay. All I know
is that a wife with a family
gets 35/- that is altogether with your allowance and the army
and 12/6 for each child regardless of number. We had the first
lot of Dwarf beans off the garden today and some more beet. Mrs
S gave me a piece of cucumber, the first I've seen this year.
The raspberries are about over but it has been a good crop. My
potatoes are higher than the dividing fence and I think Harry
was a bit doubtful about them so he dug one up to see and they
are quite OK.
We
haven't done well with peas this time. I am drying the shallots
off ready for you love so you
had better make haste but you won't get your shoulder of lamb,
we haven't seen much lately and the chops we have had have been
tough.
You'd
laugh at Michael getting raspberries. He will trot with one in
his hands for quite a while but he never eats it. I have to be
careful not to let him see me picking or digging anything up as
he does the same. He got the hoe out this morning.
I've
sent Faire's ma gazine so I hope you will get it a bit quicker
than last time. I don't think
somehow love that it will take you long to free yourself from
army routine once you get home. I
only hope you will be able to keep my routine up, you may find
it harder.
Well
love, it's blackout time 10.50 and I don't want to put the blinds
down so I'll say goodnight, sweet dreams.
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9th
August 1944
Well
love we have passed the first year and I hope and pray we shall
be able to spend your next birthday together, some people say
you can get used to being apart but not so me, there's not an
hour passes when I don't mention you name or think of you love
and I know the kiddies are as eager to see their daddy as I am.
Even young Michael points to your photo and I bet he won't be
long before he knows you when you get home.
We
have been to Abbey Park and I have just got the kiddies off to
bed and Mabel and family have gone, it seems love that I only
get one letter a week off, I don't know why.
I
have heard from Mrs Dickinson and she is coming next weekend so
will let you know how we get on and hope as well as you two do.
I also hope the kiddies behave especially Keith.
They
have the wireless on next door and it's the forces hymn singing
which always makes me think of you love. I've been laughing this
weekend about you saying take Sheila out each time a plane comes
over as I should do nothing else, there's been a constant stream
the last few days, some going out and some returning the sky is
full with them when a big raid is on.
The
nights are drawing in a bit now love have you heard we are keeping
the extra hour on until September. I'm pleased to say Sheila is
getting better about the planes she has been out of doors quite
a bit the last few days, it's perhaps now Keith's at home.
Keith
is now in Miss. Allsop's and he has to sit with his arms behind
now instead of folding them, he has to take his pencil case when
they start back.
Edie
is coming tomorrow, well she said she might do, not very thoughtful
when I might have had a chance to go out for the day. I'm pleased
to say Harry is getting on nicely but is still on the danger list.
I
had to change Michael's gas mask yesterday. Bernice and I went
up on the car and Mabel came to the tower with the kiddies to
meet us. I can hardly believe it's August week, don't get too
drunk on your birthday love, have one for me.
Mabel
had her airmail so I expect you will be hearing from her again
soon. Bernice is writing when she's finished, she had a very good
character from school and also won the prize for the most popular
girl (valued at 10/-).
You
are always talking about your fruit, our grapes are 30/-
a lb (£1.50 !!!) and peaches
are now quite cheap at 2/-(10p) each,
they had been up to 10/- (50p) each.
Plums and apples are just coming in.
I
went to see the painter again and he said he would come in about
two weeks so I hope we will be looking smart by the time you arrive.
Thanks for the money you are sending love, I don't quite know
yet what I shall do with it. I've been looking to see if I have
enough clothing coupons to buy some new curtains but I doubt it,
we have to give coupons for towels but housewives don't get any
extra.
It
has been like real summer the last two days but I haven't much
hope of it holding out.
Well
love I received your photo's this morning, they are not so good
as your last ones, you look fat on these. Michael said "daddy"
when he saw them and Keith and Sheila said they were very nice.
I had to take the one off Michael as he had got the print off
with wet kisses. They are all able to play in the sun again and
you should have seen Michael John, he keeps going amongst the
fine coal slack and looked as if he had black gloves on, he's
a tough guy.
I gather Cpl. D. is the outside fellow, the little one in the
middle looks OK. Well I had better get the bed made in case Edie
comes.
Cheerio
love for now I'll try and get another one off this week. Keith
said this morning " I wish daddy would get wounded and then he
would be able to come home"
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Well
love after a very busy week I find I can write a few lines to
my husband. Last Monday Edie and her two evacuees came for the
day. Tuesday, Mabel, Harry and Bernice, Keith, Sheila and Michael
and myself all went to Groby pool. We took the pram and walked
it. After dinner Kath, Ronnie, Nora, Alf, Billy, John , Peggy
and Les turned up and we had a nice day. Nora bought the kiddies
back of the bus and put Sheila to bed. and we, Mabel Alf and I
pushed Michael. On Wednesday, Gladys and the boys came down for
the day and Thursday I had to work like you know what to get ready
for Mrs. Dickenson. Still I managed it but was thankful to get
into bed. I met my visitor at 3.45 Friday and we had quite a nice
weekend together. The children got on well together so did the
mothers. There was plenty of chin wagging and I bet your ears
were burning.
We
took out tea on the park on Saturday afternoon and the kiddies
were all ready to go to bed by the time we got home.
Well love I had to finish there and go to bed as Keith kept calling
and as it was getting dark I didn't want him to get nervy as I've
had a full house tonight. Mabel, Mam, Norah, Alf, Eric, Ron, John,
Bernice. I'll try to get it finished. Your mother has just gone
to bed and wishes you goodnight. By the way we all wished you
a happy birthday while we were at Groby. Oliver is 21 tomorrow.
I've sent a card to him. Your son Michael is a lad for love. He
was cuddling June Dickenson. Sometimes she wasn't much for it
but when she was he was ahing and she was cooing, they sounded
like a couple of doves. It was funny to see but he didn't like
me to hold her.
Tonight
Sheila had her vest off to go to bed and Michael made a dive for
her tummy and was loving her and then he would smack he bottom
and he is for ever pulling her ribbons off. You'll have a tough
son to come home to but a sweet loveable one.
Bernice,
Keith and myself are going to the pictures tomorrow afternoon
and granny is playing
nursemaid. She seems to be keeping better again lately and I hope
the weather stays good so he stay here will do her some good.
I thought I might get a letter today. The last one was dated the
31st. Perhaps there will be one tomorrow. I'm afraid I've kept
you waiting longer than ever this time. You mention in your letter
the egg fruit that tastes like mushrooms. Don't you remember me
buying you one from Jewsburys and we couldn't eat it as it tasted
like some sort of herb. Just rake your memory out a bit.
You
know love the more I look at the latest photo the more I like
it. Michael took them out of my bag on the way home this afternoon
and was saying daddy, daddy and then he gave you a big kiss. I'm
longing to show this Michael to you. Mrs Dickenson thought the
kiddies were very sturdy. There is a lot of guessing going on
as regards the end of the war, some weeks, some months but I'm
afraid my hopes are not very high just yet. When they announce
it on the wireless that will be the time for me to look eagerly
for you to come home.
Keith
has been a very good boy these last few days. I think he gets
more rest when he doesn't sleep with Sheila as she is always kicking
her legs over the top of the bedclothes. She is lovely and brown
with this spell of Summer weather Keith has made a new use for
his wood and boxes, it's peep shows these days. Michael , Sheila
and John sit on a plank watching the show. Harry N is getting
on well and Tom is back on army convalescent and expecting 7 days
leave but thinks he is for France after that. I think they must
have used Penicillin as it has done some good work for the wounded
men.
Well
love paper is short so I'll say goodnight. Your loving wife
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It's
a very wet day today after quite a spell of summer weather. The
kiddies are in the kitchen playing at shops with all the shoes
they can find, Michael has to view and he's upsetting Keith's
shop. Bernice is staying here today and starts at Adderleys on
Monday.
I
would have loved you to have seen them yesterday with uncle Bill
playing at bubbles. I think Bill was sorry when he had to leave.
He filled some with smoke and one burst on Sheila's nose and all
the smoke went in her face, she wasn't too keen at that. Bill
was after my soap flakes, I told him I hadn't got any as they
were rationed and he called me all the skinny nose things he knew.
After he had been and helped himself to them he said " now
we'll show you what real soap bubbles should be like, they were
good and the weather was just right as quite a few were floating
around the garden at the same time.
I
have bottled a few plums and hope to do a few more so that we
will be able to have a fruit pie when you come home.
Well
love I've had to leave this and now I will add a bit more if I
can while Michael is rolling around me and Keith and Sheila. Well
love it was hopeless for a few minutes but they are now on Granny's
bed with a book so I'll try to add a few more lines.
Mabel
seems to think I have lost all my patience as she smiled as I
told her you didn't know how I kept my patience, it gets less
and less.
I
saw the doctor on Wednesday and he put some more acid on an area
of my arm, it's very sore today, he was quite pleased with the
progress.
Another
break and the kiddies are in bed.
This
lousy pen I'll have to try another nib. Well love I'm alright
at last and I'll try to concentrate on this letter and get it
of tonight.
We've
had another wet day but at least the news is good we have just
heard they have crossed a part of the Rhine.
Your
mam wasn't very well one night but she feels a little better now
and I hope her stay here will do here a bit of good. Nora and
Alf have just come up so this letter might still be patchy.
I've
pickled five jars of onions and I hope you are not too long in
claiming your share. Michael has behaved himself today and used
his jerimy in the proper way. I have had a time with him the last
few nights and of course he has had some smacks and his mother
has said a few unprintable words.
Kath
hadn't heard from Jack T for over a month but she had a letter
from him yesterday and he's quite well and had been on leave to
Jerusalem, she thought maybe he had moved up a bit and landed
in the new invasion, by the way when is your leave due.
Your
uncle Osbornes boy has been very badly burnt. He was in a tank
which received a direct hit. He jumped out but in parts he is
burnt to the bone. He's in England now.
Bill
and Madge have been to Buckby and showed them yours and the kiddies
photos and they all send their best wishes to you. I haven't heard
from Mrs Dickenson since she went back and I think I had better
write to Phyllis and see if we are supposed to be going there
for the last week of the holidays. Mrs Brown has got a dog and
they have named it 'Sailor'
I
understand from Mrs D that you and Dick work together, one interviewing
and the other giving a test for employment, is this correct.
I
shall be glad when it's all finished and done with love I get
heartily sick of this day to day existence with its trials and
blackout and shall be glad when we can like you say take our share
with the kiddies. Madge cut my hair for me. I had let it grow,
but it was such a trouble curling it at night and losing half
my sleep with the curlers sticking in me that I thought it better
off. It's the first time I have had it cut since you went away.
Keith
went to see Harry Q at work with Bernice and quite enjoyed seeing
stockings floating about and wheels and things working. He went
to see George Formby in 'Bell Bottom George' with John and the
evacuee. There was a ghostly picture on with it but it didn't
scare him, his nerves seem much better lately. Sheila is getting
better too so my troubles are over (some hope).
I
sent a cable off this morning so let me know how long it takes
won't you. I was hoping I would have a letter this morning, but
no luck. I want to post this letter now or you never will get
it as I seem to have been ages writing it. I don't think it will
be so long now love before we see each other again. Until then
all our love to you.
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It
is now seven o'clock and Keith is patiently waiting for his comic
to arrive but as it
is raining very fast I am afraid he is going to be unlucky. Sheila
and Michael are
safely tucked up in bed. We have had rain for four days and the
last two have been a
little brighter but it started to rain again after five and it
looks as if it is here for the
night.
Keith
has written an airgraph to you tonight. He has been going on tram
rides all by
himself. ( I was seven years old at this time) He
went on a circular from Groby Road to Groby Road and then he decided
that he would take a number 4 and go to Lillians. She wasn't in
but her mother was but Keith would not stay for tea.
He's
a bit good finding his way up there and now he's planning where
to go tomorrow.
I
knocked my leg three weeks ago and it did not heal so I went to
see Dr. Mann on
Monday with it. Of course it had to be my bad luck and he said
a varicose vein was
the reason for it not healing quickly. I have to bath it with
Epsom salts and don't they
sting. He gave me some other lotion to put on after and it seems
a bit better today.
To
make it worse I have a sore place at the top of my arm where the
doctor treated it
so I feel a poor little soul this morning and would love to have
stayed in bed. I
suppose I shall get over it so don't worry too much about me.
I
was pleased to get your letter of the 16th and the £10 you
sent. Thanks very much
now I can't get out to spend it. I gave 10/- to our mother to
start with. I hope you don't
mind too much.
The
painter hasn't turned up yet but I'm changing my mind about the
colours. I don't
know whether to have it cream and green or light oak grained but
I hope he doesn't
forget me again or I shall think that he doesn't want the job.
The
news is still good. I expect the landings from Italy made you
fairly busy. They
will soon be pushing you into France along with the rest.
The
rain has stopped now but Keith has had to go to bed without his
comic. Michael
keeps crying, his teeth must be bothering him but I wish he would
shut up so I can
bathe my leg again.
Sheila
took some things off Michael this morning and I told her she must
give them
back to him so she threw them at him saying 'There, Mardy bum'
Michael makes no
more to do then throws them back at her as hard as he could and
with a mouthful of
words which sounded as though they ended in 'bum'. He can stick
up for himself and
even sets about Keith if he teases him.
I'm
afraid I shall have to go up and see him, he is yelling his head
off
I
hope you are getting plenty of football as you won't be able to
play when you get
home as I shall want Saturday afternoons free. You seem to be
very lucky with your
picture recently. Bette Davis is on at the 'Fosse' and I might
ask Harry if he will have
Michael and Sheila. I see you will be able to swim by the time
you get home so you
will be able to teach Keith and Sheila.
Well
I've had to fetch Michael down out of his bed so I'll have to
say goodnight to
you.
Your
loving wife
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August
27th 1944
I
guess you will be surprised by getting three letters in one week
from me but I thought I would try and get this off before I go
on my holidays tomorrow.
I
wasn't going to go to Phyllis's on account of my leg being sore
and needing attention but she came to see me on Saturday and said
it would be alright and I might be able to rest it more, so off
I go tomorrow at 5pm. I hope the weather holds as it has been
nice the last day or two.
I
don't suppose you could manage to get some leave and a plane to
come home while I rest my leg as Dr Mann said the best way to
get it better is rest but he said that was out of the question
with three children. He went away yesterday so I thought I'd better
see him on Friday. He has changed the lotion and I'm to use it
when it begins to heal.
I
think it has started to heal but it gives me jippo and it's a
bit of a job to get about. Keith went on in front to your mothers
on Friday and said "mummy's coming, she's like a wobbly old witch"
your children certainly do flatter me.
Keith
has been a very good boy and goes errands for me without any trouble,
he has been another car ride today. I shall make him start Sunday
School next week he doesn't want to but he doesn't know what to
do with himself on a Sunday afternoon.
Gladys
has been up this afternoon she went to see Tom a fortnight ago,
he's about OK again but there is some shrapnel in his leg, still
Ernie has some still in his leg and he's back with a unit again,
he's back up north.
Have
you heard from Bob yet I owe him and Percy a letter but I can't
get envelopes for love or money. I also had a letter from Jack
Richardson a while ago and I forgot to answer it, have you heard
from him lately.
I
think I will get off to bed now love and try to finish this in
the morning sweet dreams and goodnight love.
Keith
woke up once and said "oh I've been dreaming daddy was home and
now he's not."
Well
love it's Tuesday and I am at Phyllis's I was pleased to get your
letter dated the 21st before I left yesterday. I suppose Mrs D
mentioned my leg. I hadn't mentioned it before as I didn't want
you to worry and I thought it would clear up.
You
sound as if you had a good feed. I hope your head wasn't spinning
when you had finished. I can see I will have to learn luxury cooking
for Christmas else you will be rushing back to sunny Italy.
The
picture 'Madame Buivrie' has just been on in town so you are getting
the films through fairly quickly. I should like to see the film
of the church but the few times I go I doubt if I would be lucky
enough to see it. I am pleased to hear you have heard from Win
and Arthur. Phyllis and Wilf send you their best wishes.
Keith
has gone off with Peter (13) so I hope they don't get into mischief.
Well
love the war news is good and it looks as if Germany has had it.
I hope they will soon pack up and save a lot more lives. I'll
say goodnight as I want to catch the only post from here.
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5th
September 1944
I
thought I might get a letter today but no luck, it's nine days
since I heard except for the Union
Jack I received the other day. It was very interesting especially
where you are staying. Keith and Sheila received their letters
with a lot of joy and I've sent Bill the one for him. Sheila had
to moan a bit about her letter. Can you imagine her pouting and
saying 'Ain't fair, Keith's letter is longer than mine'. Keith
has started back to school and he likes his new class teacher.
They have been having History today and his reading book has Grace
Darling, Pied piper, Robinson Crusoe etc in it. I wish they would
teach him how to walk and save his shoes a bit but I don't think
it's his fault altogether as the shoes are made of rubbish. They
keep telling us in the paper that the shoes we get are good but
it's all my eye like a lot of other things. Still the war news
is good and we are at Jerry's back door. I wonder how he likes
it.
Keith
had a good hiding the other night as he bit a hole in the bed
sheet bigger than half a crown then he came home with his sole
of his best shoes hanging off. I can't keep pace with him. It's
time this war was over so you can take him in hand but I hope
it's firmer than it was as he needs it.
Well
love, I'm glad to say that my stay at Phyliss's did my leg some
good as it's healing. I hope
being on it again this week doesn't start it up again. It has
been very painful and is not too bad
now except when I put on a new dressing. I shall see the doctor
next week if he is back from his holidays. We all enjoyed ourself
last week and Phyllis made us very comfortable.
Percy
sent the kiddies a box of shells this week. He's keeping OK and
is still in England. Edies
husband is still in hospital as they were not satisfied with the
X ray. Tom was home on 24 hours
leave last weekend and is getting on alright. Ernie's wife has
got two rooms now at Coalville. She had her baby about the same
time as Peggy. Jack called in to see me this morning. He is on
9 days leave. It's over six months since he came home.
Well
love it's now Wednesday afternoon and I've had your letter dated
the 29th. You are as bad as me leaving a letter for eight days.
Mam and Ethel have been up today. Ethel met Edith Foulds in a
Narborough hotel and she got talking as she thought she knew Ethel.
It came out she worked at Faires and knew me of course and then
she had the sauce to say 'Oh I nearly married Eric what do you
say to that ' I must add that she was with a Yank and he had previously
told Ethel that she was his wife. Just Edith. I think Cliff is
abroad.
I
don't think I said that Sheila is starting school this holiday.
She isn't four until December and she plays well with Michael
so I'll let her go at Easter. Keith has been gardening at school
this
afternoon and he has been down to the butchers for me. Mam hasn't
been too well this past week but says she feels better today.
I don't know about me eating all the pickled onions but your daughter
is very fond of them. One jar has almost gone. I shall go to the
Infirmary tomorrow all being well. I haven't been for three weeks.
I have made Sheila a little kilt for when the weather gets cold.
I haven't spent any of the money which you seen yet as I haven't
been out much.
Well
love, Mam is going to take this letter to the post for me so I'll
say goodnight. Your loving wife.
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Well
love I must apologise for saying it took you eight days to write
as I have one dated the next day September 6th and I had another
yesterday afternoon dated September 3rd. not bad three in one
week.
I'm
glad the news has bucked you all up, so it has had the same effect
here at home especially the blackout news, this looks almost blackout
as I can't find my pen anywhere. I bet Keith has had it
somewhere and I can't use the other one so John S has just
lent me this fountain pen but I'm not much for it.
Keith
has gone to Sunday school and Sheila and Michael are in bed so
I thought I'd get this off while peace reigns. I often wonder
if you can realize the noise you will be coming home to. Still
I don't think it will worry you too much except when the football
results are being announced on the radio. You'll have to dump
them in the other room then or outside.
I
went to the Tudor last night with Mabel and Mrs. Langdale to see
"Lassie Come Home". I enjoyed it, Bernice took the kiddies up
home and put them to bed for me, she doesn't finish work until
5pm on Saturday and we had to go and leave them with Harry and
as soon as Bernice got in Michael did his bis in his pants so
she had a bit of cleaning up to do, it was my fault though as
I had forgotten to hold him out.
Keith
went to the Tudor by himself on Thursday night, doesn't he grow
up. I had to smile at you saying you would be worried, so was
Mabel. Still Keith has got plenty of sense when he likes to use
it, he has been asking me about History and Geography and Syllables
so you had better get prepared. I read the airgraph to Keith that
you sent to John and you told him to be a good 'scolar'.
I
would have been seven years old at this time. It is a sign
of how much freedom children could be given in the past.
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My
leg is sore but not quite so bad and the place is healing slowly,
it makes me lose a bit of sleep some nights, I hope it gets
better for those dances you are going to take me too. You don't
say who is going to have our family for us. I met Gladys Wain
on Friday night, I said I was going to 'Faires' Saturday so she
said " If it's a job for you and the kiddies I'll get them to
bring it for you. I wonder if they will for it will save quite
a few nasty journeys in the winter.
We've
just had tea now and I've just washed up and waiting to hear the
six o'clock news. Your mother and Mabel came up this afternoon,
she is about her old self again. Peggy and Les have gone
to Bills for the weekend. Bernice has just come up and we are
going to take the family for a little walk if no one else turns
up.
Michael
is trying to blow a matchbox out. I should have loved you to see
him blowing a dandelion his cheeks all puffed out. He did look
a little dumpling.
I
bought myself a new pair of slippers out of your gift and unless
I buy some new curtains I might bank it until after the war. I
bought Michael a pair of shoes and had to pay 7/6d for them. I
hope you manage a good wage after this lot.
Keith
has been another tram ride today, he found 2/6d in one of his
books, so I told him he could have it. He counted it out in pennies
and worked out how many tram rides he could have. Michael has
just brought me his money box and a spoon to get the penny out.
This lad knows what he wants.
The
news is at a standstill just now while they get ready for the
last battle, lets hope it won't be too drawn out and not cost
too many lives.
Well
love I'll say goodnight as the family is getting impatient. All
our love to you and God bless you.
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Dear
Eric,
I
was very pleased to get your letters dated 8th and 12th with the
photo but I prefer the last one. Keith and Sheila were fighting.
'let me see daddy'. Michael points to the mantelpiece and says
'daddy' when we ask where you are. I don't think it will
take him long to get to know you, love.
I
have been getting Mr. S's dinner this week as Mrs. S had gone
to London for a fortnight but she came back today. I think
it got a bit too hot ! There's a lot of evacuees gone back but
are sorry they have done so.
I
do wish it was all over. I just had the news on but lately all
I seem to hear is that it is finished. I don't think that I can
keep my chin up any longer. It's twelve months tomorrow since
I had your first letter from abroad, twelve months too long.
Well
love I took the kiddies as far as Blackbird road to see the lights
on Sunday night. It did seem a bit queer to see the lighted windows
and the vicar of St. Leonards had every window in the house lit
up. It's nice not to have to get up to the dark kitchen every
morning but it's funny how conscious you feel about the pantry
door opening too wide and letting the light shine out.
By
the way, I've bottled some tomatoes for you when you come home.
Well love paper is getting short so I'll say goodnight once more,
Goodnight love,
Your
loving wife and family.
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25th
September 1944
I
was pleased to get your airmail dated 16th today. It cheered me
up a little as I'm feeling very
miserable today after only having had four hours sleep. It's this
leg, it was so painful last night, I
tossed and turned until 1.45 and then decided it was hopeless
to try and get to sleep so I went
downstairs and fetched a book. I thought I'd read myself to sleep.
I'd read quite a bit before I
finally went off.
I
went to see the doctor on Friday. He didn't say much but has changed
the lotion to an ointment which I fetched this morning so I shall
put some on after I've got Keith to bed. He upset us all yesterday.
He didn't come home from school and I thought that he had stayed
at Nora's for his tea but when it got to 6 o/clock I began to
get alarmed. Bernice was here so we gave him until half past and
then she went to Nora's to see if he was there. He wasn't and
so she said she would see if he was at Mrs.S's and there he was
all the time having his tea. I did feel wild about it as I'd had
all sorts of thoughts and Mabel, Nora and your Mam were all worried.
I wish this war would end and let you come home. I feel I can't
stand much more of the worry. I shall be old and haggard before
you get here
Well
it seems love as though I've got a bit of worry off my chest .
I know I should not worry you about things you can't help with
but I'm not the kind to suffer in silence. There is one thing
though, love. The kiddies are alright except that Keith is very
tiresome with his likes and dislikes and he is very disobedient.
The vicar asked the children in church yesterday what happens
to the selfish and the unkind and Keith put his hand up. The vicar
asked him and he said "They go to prison". The vicar said "Oh
no, not that" but it does show that he listens. Keith has just
said "Tell dad standard 1A is very nice" He made a nature book
and wanted to know if you did nature at school. By the way
love, isn't scolar spelt scholar or am I wrong ?.
You
are lucky to get a shower, I don't think I have had a proper bath
for a month, I just don't
fancy getting in with this leg and can hardly be half in and half
out. It's my left arm and my left leg so I think I had better
cut the bad half off don't you ?
Well
that's Keith off to bed and the other two are sleeping peacefully.
I went to see 'This happy
breed' on Saturday and thoroughly enjoyed it. It was typical of
scenes in any house and it made
me feel sad when the men were coming home. Ethel said if there
was any picture I would like to see to let her know and she will
have the kiddies again.
Well
love, I've got to do last week's ironing after I've finished this
letter. On second thoughts, I'll leave it untiltomorrow ! Oliver
is here for a few days and I haven't seen him yet but I understand
he is well. I've had Faire Brothers magazine. Had I told you that
the kiddies' photo is not in this issue ? I get my Money alright
by Gladys Wain, it saves me that drag at least.
Michael
has had his red suit on and he does look a big boy in it. He begins
to say odd words now such as "mine" when anyone is twisting him
for something. By the way, Sheila wants you to bring her a bunny,
a doll, a pram and a motor car. Well
love it's the end once more, look after yourself and one day we
shall be seeing each other
again
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